Haze

In A haze, faces look out of focus sleep walking, more like walking dead, unaware but conscious of the pain, continuous never letting up... Even after the prescription bottle is empty...the hot water is cold,.. dense but steady making sure

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FINALLY

So I've done it ....ok wait let's try that again IIIIII DID IT! yaaaay! I've finally felt it, felt yeah u know love. yeah yeah yeah i know i don't wanna hear bout it either, but wait this wasn't suppose to be my life. My love is like a onion ....it has many layers,..yeah & sometimes it makes you cry.....It makes me cry. *sigh*  yes it hurts not to feel, what?! u don't believe me? ok well this is my blog so i can say whatever I wanna, & unfortunately this blog is about my life & the TRUTH. I was use to just looking over when my lover was sleeping & saying to myself ....sometimes outloud WHY!! why are you here? Why do u stay? Why am I fucking with you?,Why do I continue on settling. Why Why Why?  So I took time for myself....celibacy is a BITCH!! but it worked, well not right away it took a few relationships after that & then ....MAGIC?! NO reality I got hurt & hurt & yeah hurt sooo I once again had to regain, recap, regroup just reeeee reeeee. That's what I felt like a damn re-re a retard. Why couldn't get it right??? Well it's finally my turn & & finally found something worth fighting for me. Because yeah I'm worth it DAMNIT!!

Proof Kim Kardashian's Body Is FAKE + She Gets Naked For W Magazine

Proof Kim Kardashian's Body Is FAKE + She Gets Naked For W Magazine

pushing forward

New endeavors New work, but not getting paid, new friends but never sociable. My life is being drained from me like a vampire is sucking ones blood out. Im at a stand still...well not really never just standing still, even if I'm just going around in circles like a merry go round. ohh well time to go pick up the chiln as the world turns & life must go on so I will I always pushing forward